Man, I really do a more light hearted post, something not so serious, something more chilled out…cause that’s what I am trying to be, a little more chilled out. But I just watched Denny die on the second season of Grey’s and it put me in one of those moods. (I get really attached to characters on TV shows, it’s kind of pathetic)
I think that I want to get my nose pierced again. I miss it, but there was a reason that I took it out and that was because it was constantly falling out, so maybe it’s just better to save the 60$ and not go through the pain. And the cleaning…I hate cleaning piercings and tattoos…really grosses me out.
There’s been erally nothing new lately. It’s the same thing every day and it’s starting to get really boring. I go to school, I go to work, I go to work to do homework, and I rinse and I repeat it all again the next day. And I’m getting really tired of it. But, I don’t know how to change it. I feel like I need a good change though, or something really good to happen, I don’t know. Life keeps kicking me and I just feel bland and bored.
I also really need to start going to the gym. ASAP. I want to get in shape again, or just in shape. And I keep making excuses and they’re lame and I should stop but it’s just so easy to make the excuses every day, repeatedly. Maybe I will make it my New Years Resolution. Although I hate those and I don’t really make them because they never stay true and then you are ultimately led to disappointment. Happens every time, never fails.
I should post the location of this blog, then maybe more people would read and comment, that would be quite fantastic, but I’m also scared to let people in because I generally post things that maybe I am not quite comfortable saying aloud and telling lots of people would lead to people reading it and knowing more about me then I want to reveal.
I get to go and see a good friend of mine in December and I am very excited. I haven’t seen her since September and man do I ever miss her. She’s excited about life all the time, she gives mostly rational advice and she’s a phenomenal listener and I got a whole lot of new things to tell her. And I have things to give her…presents!!! One which I created which is even more awesome cause that takes time, but she deserves it and she will love it.
Katie and I had a pretty long talk the other night and it was really good. She, wow, she’s a good listener and a good talker. It’s weird because we do live together and are pretty much constantly talking but not talking about all sorts of things and just letting it out and sometimes it’s good to do that, and I wished that we took more time to do that every now and then because it felt really good to just get it off my chest and let someone know how I feel and hear how she feels and she’s a good person a really good friend, to all of her friends. I admire that about her.
This post is scattered I know, I am just writing as things come to my mind and lately my mind has been going a mile a minute and really does feel this scattered so getting it written down is really hard, especially so that it has flow, but I’m sure this doesn’t really have much flow, I just am thinking and writing….even my grammer sucks.
No comments:
Post a Comment