Saturday, September 18, 2010

I haven't posted anything in a little while. And I'm not done my sports psyc assignment yet, but I'm posting anyways, because I'm putting off showering and getting dressed. Actually just putting off leaving my room because I don't really feel like talking to anyone at the moment. Mainly because anytime I open my mouth I start coughing like a old hag who spent her entire life smoking. So attractive.

School's going to stress me out. I'm already stressed out thinking about it. I have like major breakout going on on my normally clear skin and I was talking to Katie about it last night and she was like it's probably because you're stressed out to which I responded with something like no I dont' really feel like I am, and she was like dude, you have no money, you have a full time job, you're doing school work, etc, etc. I guess I haven't really realized that I do actually have a lot going on right now and it is stressing me out more than I would like it too.

At this moment, I really need to motivate myself to get out of bed. I'm starving, and even though I have no food really because I can't afford to go grocery shopping, there's something out of all the random stuff I have that I could whip together. Like pancakes. Oh wait you need milk for that.

A couple days later...

Alright all my assignments are done now :) Last night we had a big delicious dinner here that I think we might try and make a tradition. Well I hope that we can because that would be awesome. Hopefully not always here because that might get to be a bit much but rotating it through our apartments would be nice. I think it's a good sunday ritual to have.

Our apartment is so incredibly cold right now, I don't know how much longer I can handle it. My feet have been freezing for a solid couple of days. I suppose it doesn't help that today I walked to second cup in the rain in this pair of boots that got absolutely soaked on the way there. When I got home I could literally wring out my socks. That's how wet they were.

I apologize that I've sucked at words lately. I don't want to spill my entire soul on this blog every day. Oh speaking of which here is a little rant. My father. Oh shocking I know that it's going to be about him. He was originally supposed to help me move into my new place. Well good thing that I didn't count on him because I've asked him to pick up my desk and my bbq from my old apartment to put into storage and he still hasn't. It's so frustrating, and then I called him about it the other day and he was like oh maybe next week we can do it in the morning before you have to go to work. Are you freaken kidding me. I work at 7 every morning and you want to do it before then? I'm so happy that I made the decision to get my stuff moved by someone else because he can't organize himself for five minutes to help me. And here's another rant. The people that I talk to every day already know both of these things. Anyways, the other day my Auntie Connie emails me to ask me about something regarding my grandpa's 90th birthday which is coming up. So I email her back saying "Hey Auntie Connie, blah blah blah" to which I get the response. "Just 'Connie' is fine, you're an adult now so you can call me that." It was something along the lines of that. I probably shouldn't be as offended as I was but I still haven't cooled down from that. Dariane and I both don't have a good relationship with that family over stuff from the past and then you have to go and pull that. I mean really, who cares what I call you, I see you once every 5 years anyways. Oh man, I'm mad. Sorry about all the gramatical errors.

Rant over.

Also blog over.
I'll do my best to post more words more often. As long as you guys won't kill me for writing shorter ones that come with pictures.


xoxo

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

So, as soon as I am done this sports psyc assignment, which will happen tonight, I will be writing a new blog. With words. and rants, and rambles. In the mean time I'm going to leave you with this awesome bath tub that I would like to be in my future house. Sorry to all of you that hate it when I post photos.

Monday, September 13, 2010

jar of hearts.



No I can’t take one more step towards you
Cause all that’s waiting is regret
And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear your asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now your back
You don’t get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Words are coming soon. I have a lot to say.



this is really cool.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Monday, September 6, 2010

Alright that thing that I was doing was taking far far too long, and I'm impatient and actually have stuff that I need to get done today.




I found this earlier and instantly thought of Katie. This place would be really really cool.
It's been awhile since I've written much of anything. A lot's happened. Things are alright, some things keep setting me back and some things keep pushing me forward. I guess that's just the way that it is. Katie's back home so that makes me happy. Happy to have someone who's pretty much game for anything the majority of the time. My stuff is in between two places right now and it's driving me a little bit mad. I just want it all moved over. I'm going to miss living here with my sister but at the same time it would be nice to have everything settled into one place...and unpacked! I hate having stuff that is all packed up, drives me mad.

School starts right away and I'm excited. Nervous because i feel like I am going to be insanely busy with school and a full time job but excited because I'm going to be learning again. And I love the thought of that. I miss a year and I feel way behind on new information. I know that this may make me sound like a huge nerd but without a steady amount of new information I just get a little sad.

I got sidetracked with something that I'm going to do on this blog I think so I will post some words a bit later on.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010


I want to live here. forever. I don't think that anything could go wrong if I had this to wake up to every morning.

I really like this photo. I really like this girls hair color. Makes me want to dye mine that color but I always think that color is sort of trashy looking. Plus it reminds me of a certain old boss that I can't stand. In conclusion, it's super nice on her...not so nice on anyone else.