this is good

do you ever just have a good feeling about something?

a feeling like everything is going to work out because it's about time things go according to plan?

Everything keeps changing and growing and moving along and I had this realization yesterday after a friend and I were talking that you just have to do things for yourself. If you want things to get better the only way that it's going to happen is if you change it for yourself. You can't constantly worry about other people's opinions or ideas on what you do. You're true, genuine friends are going to be there for you no matter what. If you have a bad day and piss them off, the next day you apologize and just move on.

I am the only person that can make things better for myself.

We're being audited at work today. Susi walks in this morning and says to me "Mandy, the auditor (she said his real name but I'll just leave that out) is coming in today. We have opening and closing meetings with him. I'll just let you know now that he's a married man." Apparently he's hot. I have yet to see him but this just made my otherwise crappy day a teeny tiny bit better. I think I'm getting the flu and when I woke up this morning all i wanted to do was lay in bed and do nothing all day long.

I went to the city last night to see Katie and Ash. Those girls are fantastic. I miss dinners and drinks and just hanging out talking to them. We went to Luxalune which has delicious food. We shared some pizza and bruschetta. I had a mojitos, they had beers. It was perfect.