i am trying to break your heart.

As much as I love writing and talking highly about myself (just kidding), I'm so so sick of applying for jobs. I've applied for tons and yes I know, I already have a job so it's not really pressing for me to get another one but I'd really like to work my ass off and I'd like to not have debt. Oh and well I'm listing off things I would like I would like this:


to drive to the park, or the beach, or camping

I would also like to live here:
preferably not in Winnipeg. Perhaps Toronto or Vancouver. Because Dariane is giong to be in the RCMP hopefully and that means she won't ever live in Manitoba again and I want our children to grow up together that means I won't be living my whole life here...ask me any other day how I feel about that it's iffy. Today I don't want to be around here anymore. That's a whole other post though. One that won't ever be written.



Hmm...while I'm creating this cool lifestyle for myself I would like to date these two men...at the same time.




Alright, that is all for now. Not that my life isn't already pretty awesome I just think with those things it could be even more awesome. Wow, do I sound superficial or what? Great...that's so like me.

I get to see Stars tonight with a near and dear friend. Wooohooo! That means I get to get dressed up look all pretty and go out. I can't wait...should be fun. If I had a camera I would totally take photos. Unfortunately, I am sans camera due to a fateful meeting between my camera and the pavement going 100 km an hour. Have I ever mentioned it was my breakup gift to myself. Girls should buy them for themselves. It's uplifting...makes you feel alright about even the worst situation. Again I sound materialistic. Maybe I should stop writing today. I'm feeling rather cynical.