Apparently all it takes is me moving away for people to want to hang out. Funny how that works. I'm not excited by any means to move away but I do feel like there's a huge weight lifted off my shoulders, and for that I am happy.

me...rambling...because it's time to start posting again.

I really really can't stand cryptic facebook statuses but this week, with everything that's been going on, I've been so tempted far too many times.
Tonight we're having a girls night with my 3 most favorite ladies and mojitos and bean enchiladas. To say these ladies can make everything better, even if it's just for a little while would be an understatement. Maybe i'll try and take some photos...although I don't have a camera. maybe my photobooth on mr. macbook will get some action.
It's amazing how you only realize how different you are from certain people when you're around them. And it's crazy how you can be at such a different stage in your life only with a couple year's difference. It's also really annoying when people talk about age. Unless you're friends with a 40 year old and you're my age, there's really no reason to ever bring it up.
We just decided that a conveyer belt in the hallway would be ideal. Because we're all far too lazy to do any serious walking down the hall. Amber thinks we're going to find one at a garage sale. The benefit of not working monday to friday early in the morning, I actually get to see my room mates and i love it.
This is enough rambling. I have studying, showering, knitting, and coffee drinking to get done.

I'm not in a good mood. Not at all, I had a shitty day at work, and have a lot of big decisions that I need to make in the next week. I'll probably blog about it. Because I don't have anyone that I want to burden with my nonsense, but i'm going to need an outlet somehow, and going to need to rationalize all of this outside of my head.

I'm just stressed out, tired, and need a damn good cry.

I am the luckiest person, ever. I have 2 of the greatest best friends I could ever ask for. I would most definitely be completely lost without them 95% of the time.

WARNING: This is going to be a rant. I know that I never blog anymore, and to start back doing it or even just posting this, probably shouldn't be what I should be doing, (worst sentence ever) I'm going to do it anyways. Everything is excellent in my life at the moment, so don't think i'm depressed over this or anyways, I just need to get it off my chest and a certain lovely lady who I would vent to is far away in America.

People really get to me when they write passive aggressive or cryptic facebook statuses. Regardless of whether or not they are directed at me. Then when you ask them about them, they don't tell you. Like man up, and face your fucken problems. Telling someone is really only going to make you feel better. Secondly, if you're not doing anything and you're bored make an effort to get out there. For example, why is it my responsibility to send you a message to hang out? If you want to hang out, message me. If I'm free and don't have nine million things to get done, the chance that I say yes are high. And the majority of the time, I don't have nine million things to get done. I'm just so sick of people not getting off their ass and coming up with their own shit to do and relying on someone else to do it for them but then complaining about how they have nothing to do. If you have nothing to do and you're bored, fucken do something.

ok, I could get so much more deep into that but I'm just done I think. I'm just annoyed right now.