It's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you

I've been doing some serious planning for when I get home. I'm in freaken australia and I'm planning for when I get back to Winnipeg. What is wrong with me? I have no no idea. I just have this sick mindset that I always have to be planning for the future. Why can't I just live in the moment?! It's so frustrating. That being said I don't think I am going to stop planning anytime soon. It's just something I do and even though my mind changes so often I enjoy doing it. And even though i am still in Australia, when I get back home I will have to continue on and get back to normal life. I think I want to do esthetics (sp?) when I get home or in a few years. This summer or next fall I am going to finish my psyc degree. I only have about 4 more classes I think and then I will find myself a good job and pay off some debt and then hopefully I will be able to go to esthetic school and maybe open my own business at some point. I think that it would be awesome to be able to work my own hours and not have to answer to anyone. Although I know that I would have tons to learn about running a business. I would have no idea where to start.

Dariane and I talked on the phone yesterday. I was so so excited to talk to her because I felt like it had been so long! She is getting this amazing leather jacket and I can't begin to explain how jealous I am. I don't know if I'd be so down with wearing leather but I'll definitely admire her jacket. I also know that I couldn't afford to buy a leather jacket not matter how bad I want to. Maybe I just use my excuse of not wearing leather to make myself feel better about not being able to afford it.

Last night we went and played trivia at the bar with Cam and Ivan. It was so much fun. We should start having trivia at home. It's awesome to just go and have a few drinks and play a game. Even if we knew like hardly any of the answers and did pretty poorly it was still really fun.

Also, how do I come all this way...I fly across the world to spend 7 months of my life only to find out that there is someone that I definitely like at home. Ugh, this is ridiculous and I can't even tell them because that would be stupid on my part. To be like oh, I like you but I'm gone for the next 7 months. Well I guess it's only 6 months now, it's starting to fly by. I can't believe that it's almost half way through november already.

I have recently discovered a serious pet peeve of mine. People who give me one word answers. Especially to my ridiculous questions because generally I ask them because I want to start a conversation. When you give me a one word answers I have about nothing to work with.

I know this is rambly and probably doesn't make a lot of sense but that's just how it's going to be. I love you all and can't wait to be home.